This is my story. Plain and simple. Kind of a shortened version of the story of my life thus far. Enjoy? Lol. I guess its not rele interesting, but u can get to know me. Dont say i never gave u a chance to.
I've lived in New Baden all my life. I like it. I never thought i'd say that, i always wanted to move. But its rele, in retrospect, a good place to grow up. I think, anyways. My parents are still together (suprisingly) and i have an awesome sister, Sam 19. She's the best sister you'll ever find, dont even question that.
Growing up was weird for me. I'm not going to get into my mom. If u know me well enough, you already probably know most of that shpeel. She's a lush, and i cant stand it. And she's one of the fakest people i've ever known. But she's my mom, so i love her. I think i'm more scared for her than i am upset by her. Its just rele disappointing. My dad's a good guy. I dono why or how he puts up with her. Just loves her i guess. He's always there for me. I love him so much. He's a great listener, and he's always putting his family ahead of everything else. I know he just wants me to be happy. Wants what's best for me. My sister... is the kewlest freakin person alive. If u know her, you wont disagree that she is awesome. She rele is. She gets along with everyone, she's funnier than anything, she's insanely talented, and she rele cares about people. She's my best friend.
I know you always hear this, but it never hurts... the moment i stopped caring about what everyone thought, i started to have fun with life. And i've realized now that the biggest part of life... living it. I've been prone to miss opportunities and im trying to fix that. I've learned that a lot of things happen for a reason. Most of the time to make u realize how important things are.
I have the best boyfriend in the entire world. I was crazy about Chris the moment I met him, in 6th grade. I love youth group for that soul reason, it's where i got to know him. He would always make me smile, and still does. Back then was when my parents fought probably the worst they ever have... and i'd always look forward to wednessday's coz i'd get to go see Chris, and I knew he'd make me forget about whatever was going on. Whether he realized it or not. We went out for a little while in 6th grade, but it didnt rele work out. When i got into 7th grade, we went out for 3 months. I screwed it up, and i hated myself for it. I thought those'd be the best three months of my life. We went out for like a week, if even, in the summer of that year. I screwed that up again b.c i was a douche. But thats ok. I never got over him. I cant not love him. And it turned out that he feels the same way too. We've been dating for 3 months, it'll be 4 on the 13th (a week from today... next monday... 12/13). I thought those 3 months in 7th grade would be the best months of my life.... i had no idea. I am the luckiest girl in the entire world just for knowing him. Chris, i love you so much. More than you'll ever know. Thank you for everything you've done for me. You're so wonderful. I love you.
Where am I at now? I'm a freshman at Wesclin HS. I'm about 5'5", 120 lbs. I have dark brown hair that hits a little passed my shoulders w/ bangs. I have green eyes... my grandma calls them sunflower eyes. Its like the opposite of a sunflower tho... green on the outside, yellow on the inside. Im perdy in shape i guess, im not rele a chunk but im not a muscle buff... im just the happy medium. And i like it like that. Im gonna start tanning soon, hopefully. Im kinda pale, i dont like it. Lol.
As far as style goes, im casual. Very very casual. Lol. Not a slob, but not into dressin up. Jeans and a tshirt is usually the norm. Sometimes i'll wear somethin kinda cute. Sometimes i'll wear pj pants. Depends on my mood.
I love to write and draw. Those are my two greatest passions. I write when i need to get stuff out. And ive usually got a lot on my mind, so i write a lot. I draw all the time just for fun. It makes me feel good. Im in drawing right now, i love it. I also sing all the time. Write now i am. Lol. Mostly when im listenin to music, or have somethin stuck in my head, or in chorus! lol. I love to dance, too. Even tho i bomb at it. Lol. Im not very talented in that department. But like they say... gotta dance like nobody's watchin! And that i do! Lol. Im a cartoon junkie. Get over it. Thats me. lol. I love ATHF and Family Guy, two best shows ever. Im also a bit of an art buff... if ur into Melanchov, gimme a hollar:) Gotta love that Croatian Expressionism... Yeah buddy! Lol.
I live off of ramen noodles and ski. For the most part. I love talkin to my friends. My biggest extracurricular is Speech Team/Forensics. I love it. I do Verse (poetry reading). I competed in my first competition on Saturday at Marion and i got 4th in JV Verse:) Hooray. Next week i'll get first. I promise. Lol. I play basketball and softball on my own time for fun, but not for the school team or anything. That's too much work. Lol. I love to skate, im gettin a lot better, too. This summer that's like... every day for me. Lol. I'm gettin a bass for christmas and sam's friend Gary is teachin me how to play. Im rele stoked about that.
Im into a lot of music. Music's one of the biggest parts of my life. I like mostly and rock, punk, punk rock, alt rock, hard rock, emo, emo core, ska, blues, jazz, and skat. Pretty open range there. I wont list my favorite bands, just coz that'll take forever, and i doubt that u'd read em all anyways. Lol.
I love strawberry ice cream.
There's nothin better than fountain ski.
I dont like black nail polish.... Hear me out on this; I think black nail polish is stupid, because most of the people that wear it dont wear it because it matches everything, or because they like how it looks. I mean, black nail polish doesnt really look good, anyways! People wear it to :reflect the dark emptiness of their souls.: Yes, of course, it is totally logical to take the dark pain in your soul and deepen that abyss by dark, depressing nailpolish. Of course. *douches*
I dont like screamy pussy-hair bands.
I cant stand people who assume that others judge them, in turn judging others. Hypocritical Jerks.
I dont like people who disclude others. No, this ISNT just jocks/etc. This is as much goth people as it is jocks and cheerleaders. Dont deny that.
I love people who accept others. Who give EVERYONE a chance.
I love cheeseburgers from Off Broadway. *mmmm munchers*
I love Casey's Pizza *mmmm pizza*
I love cotton candy bubble gum
I love pictures
I love hugs
I love life.
Um... the end:)
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